Review: Shadowland


Shadowland by: Meg Cabot

My Rating: 4 of 5 Stars

There’s a hot guy in Susannah Simon’s bedroom. Too bad he’s a ghost.

Suze is a mediator – a liaison between the living and the dead. In other words, she sees dead people. And they won’t leave her alone until she helps them resolve their unfinished business with the living. But Jesse, the hot ghost haunting her bedroom, doesn’t seem to need her help. Which is a relief, because Suze has just moved to sunny California and plans to start fresh, with trips to the mall instead of the cemetery, and surfing instead of spectral visitations.

But the very first day at her new school, Suze realizes it’s not that easy. There’s a ghost with revenge on her mind… and Suze happens to be in the way.

Beware spoilers ahead!

When I was younger I was a fan of Meg Cabot. As far as I was concerned she could do no wrong and that all her books were fantastic! Last year I discovered that it’s not true. I found out that I didn’t like her contemporary books. But I still immensely enjoyed her paranormal/supernatural books. This year I remembered this series and was happy to find that my library has it! I am happy to say that I enjoyed this!

The book begins with Suze mentioning the differences between New York and California. Her mother has gotten remarried and they had to shift to California because Andy her step dad owns a business there. Suze actually likes Andy and she doesn’t mind Dopey, Sleepy, and Doc (her nicknames for her step brothers) but she doesn’t like the fact that they had to move. Suze doesn’t share these thoughts with her mother. Andy makes her mother very happy and Suze is okay with that.

Her new family take her home. On the way there she notices again how different Cali is from New York. While they are talking it comes out that the school she’ll be attending is a very old building. As is there house. After hearing this Suze starts to freak out because she doesn’t like old buildings.

When they get to the house Suze tries to remain calm. Andy has put a lot of work into the house and has tried to make it comfortable for her. Once they reach Suze’s room she sees a guy sitting at her window seat. Only the rest of her family don’t see him. Suze can see ghosts and usually there are more ghosts in old buildings.

I seriously did not expect to enjoy Shadowland this much! It was so much fun! This book is written in first person told in Suze’s point of view. It takes place over the course of a few days.

I loved Suze. She is definitely my favourite Meg Cabot character! She was smart and a bit of a hot-head. She was tough and could handle a fight just fine.It was interesting to read about her experience with ghosts. And how the mediator stuff works. Throughout this book Suze trying to help people ends up being a bit reckless. She never accepts anyone’s help she goes solo. Throughout the book she decides to work with other and that it isn’t so bad.

The relationships were awesome! I loved how close Suze was with her mother and that she didn’t mind her step father. It’s nice to read about a good step parent. While Suze isn’t close to any of her brothers in the beginning of the book she does develop a good relationship with Doc. It was so sweet reading about! It wasn’t always rainbows and sunshine but they were there for each other.

The little I read about Cece and Adam was nice. I liked Father Dom and Jesse. Father Dom is the principle (and a priest) of the school that Suze attends. Much to her surprise he is also a mediator and does offer to train her. He was a nice mentor. Jesse was a bit clueless but sweet. This does take place in a few days so there isn’t really any romance. Suze does consider Jesse good looking but at the moment they’re just friends.

The plot was pretty good. Heather was realistic. There are definitely girls like her. It was also nice to for a change that Suze didn’t like her powers. But that didn’t mean that she was rude to people she still did all her ghostly duty without a lot of complaints. I admire her for that.

I only had two problems with Shadowland. There were times when Suze would talk about how good looking Jesse that it would become annoying. And while I understood why she did so there were times when I felt it wasn’t necessary. Also I find it very weird that in a matter of a day Suze is very popular. Yes she did save one of the students and threaten to break another students fingers, I don’t think it’s possible to get popular that fast. Nonetheless I enjoyed this!

Overall this was a really good book! I recommend this series to anyone looking for a completed fantasy that it more focused on the character development.  


Review: The Rose & the Dagger


The Rose & the Dagger by: Renee Ahdieh

My Rating: 2 of 5 Stars

The darker the sky, the brighter the stars.

In a land on the brink of war, Shahrzad is forced from the arms of her beloved husband, the Caliph of Khorasan. She once thought Khalid a monster—a merciless killer of wives, responsible for immeasurable heartache and pain—but as she unraveled his secrets, she found instead an extraordinary man and a love she could not deny. Still, a curse threatens to keep Shazi and Khalid apart forever.

Now she’s reunited with her family, who have found refuge in the desert, where a deadly force is gathering against Khalid—a force set on destroying his empire and commanded by Shazi’s spurned childhood sweetheart. Trapped between loyalties to those she loves, the only thing Shazi can do is act. Using the burgeoning magic within her as a guide, she strikes out on her own to end both this terrible curse and the brewing war once and for all. But to do it, she must evade enemies of her own to stay alive.

The saga that began with The Wrath and the Dawn takes its final turn as Shahrzad risks everything to find her way back to her one true love again.

Beware spoilers ahead!

Buddy read with Waukesha, Luke, and Adita! Once their reviews have been posted I’ll add the links.

For those of you that followed me back in November probably know that I did not enjoy The Wrath and the Dawn. You’re probably wondering why I bothered to continue this series. Part of it was curiosity. It was curiosity that got me to finish all the short stories. After I finished The Mirror in the Maze I was curious to see how the series ended. It came in my library I put it on hold. While I did enjoy this more than the first book I can’t say I’m happy with how this series ended. 

The book begins with a prologue in which a little girl and her brother are trying to restore their house. A storm blew their house over. Unfortunately the storm killed their mother. While the girl and her brother start clearing the area a boy appears in their door. The girl realizes that this boy is the prince. The prince mentions that he would like to help the girl and boy with their home. The brother agrees and they continue to work.

After they have finished most of the work the brother asks for the princes name. The prince says that his name is Khalid. The brother introduces himself. And the girl turns out to be Shiva.

The plot in this book was much better than the first! There was a large focus on the war and some politics. The magic was interesting to read about as were the new characters. There wasn’t that much focus on Shazi and Khalid’s relationship. I actually found Khalid to be much smarter in this book. He started acting like a King. I enjoyed reading about Shazi’s sister Irsa! She was so refreshing to all the strong and confident females you read about. And I absolutely loved her romance! Rahim was so sweet! All of the twists and reveals were very surprisingly. Especially concerning Despina. There was this really sweet scene were Shiva comes in! 

Shazi and Tariq were the same. Which is to say annoying. I actually noticed an error while reading this book. In the beginning of the book it is mentioned that Shiva’s mother died in the storm. Yet when Shazi and Tariq are talking about Shiva, it’s mentioned that his aunt (Shiva’s mother) committed suicide. Please do correct me if I’m wrong. The curse was pushed aside in this book. You’d think with it being deal in the first book it’s reduced to nothing in this book. The magic wasn’t really explained.

I also wished that Irsa and Rahim were the main characters as I would’ve preferred to read about their romance. You are given constant reminders in this about how strong the women are. In the form of a stupid man touching her. And said women defending herself. How was it that most of the men Shazi ran into were pervs? I am not at all happy with how Irsa and Rahim’s romance was dealt with. While the epilogue was somewhat sweet it left a bitter taste in my mouth. I’m really not happy with a certain part of the ending.

Overall this was not a good conclusion in my eyes. But I still recommend it to fans of forbidden romance and fairy tale retellings.  

Review: Between Us and the Moon


Between Us and the Moon by: Rebecca Maizel

My Rating: 2 of 5 Stars

A luminous young adult novel that evokes Judy Blume’s Forever for a new generation.

Ever since Sarah was born, she’s lived in the shadow of her beautiful older sister, Scarlett. But this summer on Cape Cod, she’s determined to finally grow up. Then she meets gorgeous college boy Andrew. He sees her as the girl she wants to be. A girl who’s older than she is. A girl like Scarlett.

Before she knows what’s happened, one little lie has transformed into something real. And by the end of August, she might have to choose between falling in love, and finding herself.

Fans of Jenny Han and Stephanie Perkins are destined to fall for this story about how life and love are impossible to predict.

Beware spoilers ahead!


I had heard about this book last year through GR. It looked interesting. At the time it wasn’t in my library so I made a mental note of it. Luckily it had come to my library and I was excited to read it! Unfortunately I did not enjoy it.

The book begins with Sarah talking to her sister Scarlett about the stars. Scarlett calls Sarah a dork and leaves. Their mother calls and announces that Sarah’s boyfriend Tucker is here. Sarah goes to greet Tucker. She notices something off about him but pushes it aside. Tucker takes Sarah outside and breaks up with her. During their conversation Tucker mentions that he has changed but because Sarah has her head in science she never noticed. He also implies that he has been cheating on her. He leaves.

Sarah goes back in her house in a daze. She can’t believe what just happened. She always thought that Tucker and her would be forever. They’ve been friends since kindergarten and share a love for science. Sarah is very happy that her family will be spending the summer in Cape Cod.

Once in Cape Cod Sarah still feels hurt by Tucker. One day her sister Scarlett goes to the beach. Sarah wants to go as well but Scarlett says that she wants to spend some time with her friends. Sarah goes anyways and ends up following Scarlett. Sarah realizes that if she becomes Scarlett she’ll never be hurt again. Thus creating The Scarlett Experiment.

The reason I didn’t finish this book is because of all the lies that Sarah ends up telling. Literally before the epilogue she reveals everything. Which didn’t sit well with me. My family considers me the epitome of honesty so that might be part of the reason I couldn’t finish this.

I have rated this 2 stars because despite all hte lies Sarah does develop. And the premise sounded interesting.

Overall this was not for me. I still recommend it to fans of contemporary. If you can get past the lying then I think you’d enjoy this.  


Review: How Zoe Made Her Dreams (Mostly) Come True


How Zoe Made Her Dreams (Mostly) Come True by: Sarah Strohmeyer

My Rating: 3 of 5 Stars

From Sarah Strohmeyer, author of Smart Girls Get What They Want, comes this romantic comedy about one girl’s summer job from hell. Think The Devil Wears Prada set in Disney World.

When cousins Zoe and Jess land summer internships at the Fairyland Kingdom theme park, they are sure they’ve hit the jackpot. With perks like hot Abercrombie-like Prince Charmings and a chance to win the coveted $25,000 Dream & Do grant, what more could a girl want?

Once Zoe arrives, however, she’s assigned to serve “The Queen”-Fairyland’s boss from hell. From spoon-feeding her evil lapdog caviar, to fetching midnight sleeping tonics, Zoe fears she might not have what it takes to survive the summer, much less win the money.

Soon backstabbing interns, a runaway Cinderella, and cutthroat competition make Zoe’s job more like a nightmare than a fairy tale. What will happen when Zoe is forced to choose between serving The Queen and saving the prince of her dreams?

Beware spoilers ahead!

Last year I had read the authors book Smart Girls Get What They Want and fell in love with the story and the characters! I was quite happy to see that How Zoe Made Her Dreams (Mostly) Come True was in my library. While I didn’t like it as much I was hoping to I still enjoyed it!

The book begins with a prologue. Zoe is walking the Queen’s dog Tinker Bell. Tink has managed to run off and Zoe is attempting to find her. Zoe crosses into a forbidden area and gets stuck in quicksand. With Tink nowhere in sight and with Zoe sinking she has no idea what to do. Then one of the princes comes to her rescue. Zoe can’t tell which one of the princes because she has her back to him. The prince comments that Zoe is stuck but he can’t help her because she’ll tell the Queen and he’ll get disqualified. Zoe promises not to tell the Queen and that if he helps her she’s in his debt. He manages to find Tink and saves Zoe. When Zoe turns around to thank him, he’s gone.

We are then taken to the first chapter in which Jess and Zoe are on their way to Fairyland. Their quite excited for their summer! A year and a half ago Zoe’s mother passed away. She died of some sort of cancer. Jess (Zoe’s cousin) was there for Zoe. Unlike Zoe’s boyfriend at the time who wanted to dump her at the funeral but didn’t because his parents told him not to.

Over time Zoe started noticing changes in Jess as well. When Zoe asked what was going on Jess said that her parents lost their job. And they’ve blown through her college fund. So now she can’t go to that arts school she wanted to go in. Jess feels to guilty to ask her parents to work out a way to send her to college. The advantage of getting the internship at Fairyland is the Dream and Do Grant. A girl and a boy will win $25,ooo. Zoe is hoping that Jess will win and she intends to help her in any way she can.

When they reach Fairyland they are told by the interns that there internship starts tomorrow. A guy announces all the cast members. Jess gets Red Riding Hood 2. But Zoe’s role is not announced. She tells as much to Andy and he mentions that she is a Lady-In-Waiting assigned to work with the Queen. The way he mentions this scares Zoe. Andy gives her a list of what to do and what not to do. Then sends her off to meet the Queen. Upon meeting the Queen Zoe is surprised because she is not all that bad. The Queen gives Zoe a list of instructions and sends her on her way.

I was definitely expecting more out of this but nonetheless I enjoyed it! This book is written in first person in Zoe’s point of view. And it takes place within the summer.

I liked reading about Zoe and Jess’s relationship! I loved how close they were and how much they supported each other. Fairlyand was fun to read about. I actually felt like I was there! I liked how it’s mentioned that Zoe saw a grief therapist and it was mentioned in a positive light. Reading about her therapist was interesting and sometimes you were told about their conversations. I also liked the relationship between the Queen and Zoe. The Queen wasn’t all that bad. She just had a very long list of likes.

When the synopsis mentions the ‘cutthroat’ competition it was very accurate. It felt like the only reason half of the people were there was because of the Dream and Do Grant. Yes I understand winning money would be really cool. But what about the experience? They got to dress up as fairy tale characters and entertain little kids. That sounds like fun to me.

I enjoyed reading about Zoe’s growth. I felt that in the beginning she wasn’t as confident until she started working for the Queen. It was also nice how she found a way to move on with her life after her mother’s death.

The romance was well done!  It was slow burn. Zoe and Ian started out as friends and then became something more. I liked how it didn’t  take away from the plot. And when Ian found out about Zoe’s mom he didn’t force himself on her. He was willing to give her time and space to figure everything out.

There was the mystery of the about the mysterious prince that saved Zoe and some other things at Fairyland. I suppose now that I think about it the prince was kind of obvious. The twist at the end was unpredictable. I so didn’t see that coming. I liked that ending and the name really fits that book quite well.

I only had two problems with How Zoe Made Her Dreams (Mostly) Come True. I was expecting the Queen to be a lot worse. I thought that she would treat Zoe terribly but she didn’t. I also would’ve liked to read about the other characters a bit more. A lot of this book was Zoe doing some ridiculous things for the Queen. For example walking Tink at dawn. Nonetheless I still enjoyed it!

Overall this was a cute book! I recommend this to fans of the author and contemporary fans.


Review: The Secret to Letting Go


The Secret to Letting Go by: Katherine Fleet

My Rating: 3 of 5 Stars

One summer can change everything…

Haunted with guilt after his girlfriend’s death, Daniel Hudson has no interest in committing to anyone. At the end of the summer, he’ll be leaving Florida for a new start in college. If only he could avoid the mysterious new girl in town, who seems every bit as naive and eccentric as she looks. Trouble is, she’s hard to ignore, with her beautiful piercing eyes, pitiful-looking dog, and unsettling tendency of finding trouble.

Clover Scott lived her whole life off the grid and arrives on the Gulf coast in search of her grandparents. She never expected to nearly drown, or get caught in a hurricane, or fall in love with the boy who rescues her. Now, she has a chance to rewrite her life’s story, to finally fit in somewhere, but Daniel wants answers about her past. When the police start asking questions about the disappearance of her parents, she must make a choice: go to jail or confess her secrets—even if they might destroy her chance at a happily-ever-after.

Beware spoilers ahead!

I had heard about this book through Twitter. At the time I didn’t think much of it. About a month later I read the synopsis and the reviews. The synopsis was interesting but there were several mixed reviews. After some contemplating I decided to read it. I am happy to say that I enjoyed it!

The book begins with Daniel working in his fathers shop. A girl who has just entered the shop catches his eye. She lingers in the golf section and seeing that she needs needs help he assists her. Eventually she asks him to show her some camp stoves. The girl can’t afford any of them. As she is about to leave Daniel stops her and mentions that his family has an old one that isn’t being used and he can lend it to her. They agree to meet at the beach the next day. The girl introduces herself as Clover.

For whatever reason Daniel can’t seem to get Clover out of his head. He’s not really sure what to expect when he meets her the next day. But for once he was able to pass Grace’s house without noticing. As Daniel gets ready to go to the beach he mentally prepares himself for meeting Clover. At the beach he meets some of his friends and they surf for a bit. He sees Clover talking to his sister Amelia and meets up with them.

The three of them introduce each other without Clover realizing that Amelia and Daniel are siblings. Clover then explains Amelia that she meet Daniel at the shop and how he agreed to give her his camp stove. And in exchange Clover has brought some preservatives. Just as she’s about to give the preservatives she drops it. When she runs to get it she gets caught in a high tide and goes under.

Daniel jumps in after her and manages to pull her up. The ER is called and everyone is fine. When the paramedics see Clover she refuses to got to the hospital. Daniel agrees to drop her off and to keep an eye on her during the ride. Clover remains silent during the car ride. She points to a house and gets out of the car. She promises Daniel that she will be fine. Daniel watches her leave. Out of some paranoia Daniel follows Clover. Much to his surprise Clover doesn’t go into her house but walks in the other direction.

This book was exactly what I was expecting. A fairly short heavy read with a huge emphasis on family. This book is written in first person and switches between Clover and Daniel’s point of view. There are some flashbacks here-and-there. The writing style was good. Clover and Daniel had distinct voices.

Two years prior to the book Daniel’s girlfriend Grace died. Since then Daniel hasn’t exactly dated anyone. Or gotten close to people. He has a in strings attached relationship with Morgan. When Clover comes into his life he’s surprised that he likes her and wants to get to know her more. Throughout the book Daniel continues to be surprised by Clover and realizes what he wants in life. I loved how well Daniel’s voice was written! Very realistic. 

Two years ago something terrible happened to Clover. She’s come to Daniel’s town to look for her grandparents. Upon arriving her car broke down so she couldn’t go any further. When she meets Daniel and he saves her life twice she develops feelings for him. Feelings that she’s never had before and doesn’t quite understand. Throughout the book Clover learns and experiences new things. She realizes that she can no longer hold on to her past and works to move on. Just like Daniel she goes after what she wants from life. I adored reading about Clover! Her voice reminded me of Lara Jean. She was so sweet and a delight to read about. 

I loved the emphasis on family relationships! Especially Amelia and Daniel! There aren’t a lot of books with well done brother and sister relationships. While Clover’s family remains a secret for most of the book it was nice reading about her interactions with Daniel’s family. Especially Ginny Daniel’s grandmother.

Amelia and Clover’s relationship was adorable and sweet to read about! It’s nice to read about female friendship. Most of Daniel’s friends don’t come in the book. The one friend that does come is Sam the sheriff’s son. It was nice to read about Sam and Daniel.

The mystery surrounding Clover’s past was a bit predictable after reading a few flashbacks. I didn’t guess a 100% correct but for the most part I was right. Nonetheless it was still heartbreaking to read about. It’s so sad to think that many people go through the same thing. The mystery surrounding Daniel’s girlfriends was revealed early on. Again this was just as upsetting.

The romance in this book was odd. It wasn’t insta-love more like intsa-attraction. This was done on purpose though. While Clover and Daniel are together they really grow. They realize that they need to work things out with themselves and kept in contact. I liked how their relationship was handled.

Personally I had no problems with The Secret to Letting Go. It just felt like a three star. Note there is abuse in this book. It is slightly dramatic and for most people the romance was off-putting. Also most people didn’t like the switch in point of view. The point of view switch isn’t predictable. I got used to it but not everyone will. If any of these things bother you I would suggest reading another book.

Overall this was a good book! I will definitely be keeping a lookout for this author. I recommend it to contemporary fans.   


Review: Girl Against the Universe


Girl Against the Universe by: Paula Stokes

My Rating: 3 of 5 Stars

From the author of The Art of Lainey and Liars, Inc. comes a fresh, contemporary story about one girl’s tragic past and a boy who convinces her that maybe her luck is about to change. Perfect for fans of Sarah Dessen or Jenny Han.

Maguire knows she’s bad luck. No matter how many charms she buys off the internet or good luck rituals she performs each morning, horrible things happen when Maguire is around. Like that time her brother, father, and uncle were all killed in a car crash—and Maguire walked away with barely a scratch. But then on her way out of her therapist’s office, she meets Jordy, an aspiring tennis star, who wants to help Maguire break her unlucky streak. Maguire knows that the best thing she can do for Jordy is to stay away, but staying away may be harder than she thought.

Beware spoilers ahead!

I had heard about this book through GR. For awhile I was very hesitant to read this book. Not gonna lie but the first came across this book I only read the first sentence and immediately thought Maguire was crazy. I went back again and this time finished reading the synopsis and I actually liked it. A few months passed and I found out about the mental health in this book and I put it together. It’s not that Maguire is crazy but it’s because of several incidents that makes her believe that she is bad luck. Another reason I decided to read it is because of this post. In this post Paula Stokes had a guest post on The Midnight Garden. Paula talks about how anxiety doesn’t make us weak. She also mentions Girl Against the Against and all the research that went into the book. I was in awe after reading the guest post and decided to read it. I am happy to say that I enjoyed it!

The book begins in August and Maguire visiting her cognitive behavioral therapist Dr. Leed. For the first few visits Maguire doesn’t say much. She has no interest in seeing Dr. Leed and certainly doesn’t want to talk. One day she explains Dr. Leed about the car accident that killed her brother, uncle, and father, but she stayed alive. Then when she was 12 years old she went to a sleepover. Somehow all the other girls got food poisoning but she was fine. The girl who held the sleepover spread a rumor that Maguire was bad luck. After that Maguire put everything in her life together and started to believe it.

She begged her mother to homeschool her without mentioning the bad luck. Her mother said no so Maguire developed coping strategies. Every morning Maguire has a morning good luck ritual. She wears a lucky pendant. She does five second checks to look for any hazards. She knocks on wood or any other textured table three times. And has a luck notebook where she records every bad thing that has happened to her.

While this does work for her purposes she isolates herself from everyone. She spends most of her time in her bedroom and avoids everyone so that she doesn’t cause them any harm. One day her mother brings up her grandmother and going to visit their family in Ireland. Maguire has a breakdown because she can’t go to Ireland because that would involve traveling by plane. If Maguire were to go on a plane she wouldn’t be able to control her surrounding and it would become overwhelming to do her five second checks. Maguire is absolutely devastated because she would like to her family again. Maguire brings this up to Dr. Leed and together they come up with a list of seven tasks the goal being to go to Ireland.

I am a little disappointed that I didn’t like this book as much as I thought I would. Nonetheless I still enjoyed it! This book is written in first person in Maguire’s point of view. It is divided into parts from August to December. And there are 20 therapy sessions. As usual the writing style was well done!

I absolutely loved the relationships in this book! Maguire’s family was so supportive and sweet. I loved reading about the interactions between Maguire and her step-father. And hello a well done relationship with a step-parent is always good in my opinion! Her half siblings Erin and Jake (short for Jacob) were so cute! Her mother was so sweet trying to help Maguire get out of her comfort zone while always remaining there. Also her mother was unemployed and it was portrayed nicely! No one made a jab at her for being unemployed so that she could be there for her family. Like I said I absolutely adored the family aspect!

During her tennis tryout (apart of her tasks list) Maguire meets Jade. Who later becomes one of Maguire’s best friends. Jade is informed about Maguire and how she believes she is bad luck. After finding out Jade remains with Maguire throughout the whole book and never once does she assume that Maguire is crazy (like I did when I read the first sentence of the synopsis). There’s also Penn who is Jordy’s sister. Penn also remains supportive just like Jade and Maguire’s family. When Maguire meets Jordy they agree to help each other in achieving their goals. Jordy also visits Dr. Leed but for very different reasons. Dr. Leed is also supporting Maguire and helps her with comings up with some tasks for her list. I loved reading about the therapy sessions!

When Maguire and Dr. Leed made her task list Maguire assumed everything would go perfectly. Of course that didn’t happen but she did grew throughout the whole book. And most of the time the tasks were accomplished. Even if they were accomplished in very unexpected ways. Jordy also grew through the whole book. Maguire and Jordy where able to help each other achieve their goals. It’s revealed pretty early why Jordy is seeing Dr. Leed. I felt pretty bad for him but it was nice that he had Penn to support him as well.

I’m not exactly sure how to categorize the romance. Jordy falls for Maguire pretty quickly. And while the two have a lot of make-out sessions they don’t start dating towards the end of the book. Maguire spends most of her time with Jordy to try and push him away because she’s afraid that she’ll hurt him and he’s not exactly in the position to date her. Maguire wants to get her life sorted out first. Which was admirable but it was pretty obvious that Maguire had feelings for Jordy. The romance really confused me.

I had a few problems with Girl Against the Universe. During the October section I found that it started to drag. And it became boring to read about the daily activities. Now I know that this is a contemporary and you do read about daily activities, I just found this to be very boring. I didn’t like how most of the times Jade and Maguire would talk to each other it was about Jordy. I know that girls will talk to each other about their crushes and whatnot but Jordy was in most of their conversations.

As mentioned above the romance really confused me. Especially how Maguire would want to focus on herself but still kiss Jordy back and not admit that she had feelings for him. I feel somewhat indifferent to Jordy. Jordy actually confused me most of the times. This was definitely done on purpose because Jordy didn’t really know himself. While yes he was nice to Maguire with helping her and understanding, he still said stuff that I didn’t like. And overall he was confusing to read about. And lastly I felt that I didn’t know Maguire. Maguire is written quite vague which might come from the fact that she doesn’t get out. But I’m pretty sure that it was done on purpose. Nonetheless I still enjoyed this book!

Overall this was a good book! I recommend it to everyone because I feel that while I didn’t love it, it’s important to read this book.   


Review: The Way Back to You


The Way Back to You by: Michelle Andreani and Mindi Scott

My Rating: 4 of 5 Stars

In this witty, heart-tugging novel, two teens take a spontaneous road trip across the Southwest to meet three strangers who received the life-saving organs of their late best friend—charting a journey of loss, hope, and love along the way.

Six months ago, Ashlyn Montiel died in a bike accident.

Her best friend Cloudy is keeping it together, at least on the outside. Cloudy’s insides are a different story: tangled, confused, heartbroken.

Kyle is falling apart, and everyone can tell. Ashlyn was his girlfriend, and when she died, a part of him went with her. Maybe the only part he cares about anymore.

As the two people who loved Ashlyn best, Cloudy and Kyle should be able to lean on each other. But after a terrible mistake last year, they’re barely speaking. So when Cloudy discovers that Ashlyn’s organs were donated after her death and the Montiel family has been in touch with three of the recipients, she does something a little bit crazy and a lot of out character: she steals the letters and convinces Kyle to go on a winter break road trip with her, from Oregon to California to Arizona to Nevada. Maybe if they see the recipients—the people whose lives were saved by Ashlyn’s death—the world will open up again. Or maybe it will be a huge mistake.

With hundreds of miles in front of them, a stowaway kitten, and a list of people who are alive because of Ashlyn, Cloudy and Kyle just may find their way to back to her…and to each other.

Beware spoilers ahead!

I had heard about this book through GR. I was hesitant about read it. But when I read the sample I was sold. I am happy to say that I enjoyed it!

The book begins with Ashlyn’s mother’s note to the organ recipients. We are then taken to the first chapter which is in Cloudy’s point of view. It’s been four months since Ashlyn died in a bike accident. It’s been pretty hard on Cloudy as she was Ashlyn’s best friend. Today her school is having a cheer thing going on. Her little sister Zoe has successfully forced her way into Cloudy’s life by becoming cheer captain. Before getting ready to perform Cloudy turns around to talk to Ashlyn. But then remembers that Ashlyn is dead. She escapes to get water.

She runs into Matty her ex-boyfriend and Kyle’s cousin. The two talk for a bit then Kyle comes. Cloudy says hello to him and he replies then he leaves. Cloudy asks Matty how Kyle has been. Matty replies that Kyle has been alright and that he’ll be making a speech for the baseball tryouts. Once the cheerleaders have done their thing the announcements begin. Much to Cloudy’s surprise Kyle ditches the assembly and Matty makes the announcement.

We are then taken to Kyle’s point of view. Today is Kyle and Ashlyn’s one year anniversary. Had Ashlyn been alive she would’ve found some way to celebrate. But she’s gone and Kyle’s on his own. From all the movies that Kyle has watched the characters go to Church and find some great sign. So far the Church he’s currently sitting in is the fourth Church. Thus far there haven’t been any signs of sorts.

While listening to some music Kyle hears a commotion. Much to his surprise he finds Matty with one of the cheerleaders. Realizing that no such sign has come he, Matty, and the cheerleader leave. Outside they find a kitten in Kyle’s car engine. Said kitten is known for curling up and sleeping in warm car engines. When Kyle gets a good look at the kitten he realizes that the kitten has the same eye color as Ashlyn. Kyle thinks that this the sign he is looking for and takes the kitten to his home.

Zoe and Cloudy’s parents are cruising to Mexico. They were in dire need of a vacation so they decided to take it. For dinner Zoe and Cloudy are going over to Ashlyn’s house where her parents will make them dinner. Cloudy is not looking forward to going. She doesn’t think that she’ll be able to bear it. The inevitable comes and they have dinner with Ashlyn’s family. Ashlyn’s mother mentions that she has been in contact with three of the organ recipients. She also mentions that one of them will be having a wedding but they won’t be able to go.

Cloudy feels likes she’s been suffocated. Ashlyn’s mother mentions that she left something in her husbands office. Cloudy offers to get it wanting more than anything to escape this conversation. She gets the paper Ashlyn’s mother wants. While picking up the paper her hand slips and the computer screen comes to life. The email with the wedding invitation is open. Cloudy decides to print all the emails hoping that they’ll give her some closure.

Back home Cloudy decides to go over to Kyle’s house and show him the emails. She’s hoping that by reading them he’ll be at peace and closer to closure. Zoe catches her and Cloudy explains that she printed the emails in hopes that Kyle would feel better. Zoe mentions that the recipients have probably met each other and that they don’t live far. Cloudy decides to visit them with Kyle.

I honestly did not expect to enjoy it this much! I was predicating a 3 star rating. The book is divided into parts based on where Cloudy and Kyle road trip to. The point of view switches between Cloudy and Kyle and is written in first person.

Kyle has no idea what to do about the fact that Ashlyn’s dead. He doesn’t believe in God so he has a hard time believing people when they that Ashlyn is in a better place. It’s pretty obvious that Kyle’s a mess. At some point he decides to quit baseball because he doesn’t see any point to it. His father and cousin are very supportive of him and do help whenever they can. Despite the support from his family there are times where he misses his mother who ditched him years ago. When he comes across the kitten whom he names Arm (after Ashlyn’s initials) his life starts to improve. Throughout the whole book he starts to open up to Cloudy about Ashlyn. He starts to become more open about everything and is happy in his own skin.

Cloudy is managing to hold up. Only because she bottles up all the pain. Mostly to obtain a perfect reputation so that she can show others that she’s moved on with her life. Anytime any mention of Ashlyn comes up she shuts other people out and switches the subject. When the road trip takes place Cloudy doesn’t tell Kyle the real reason she’s road tripping. She’s quite secretive and she does lie a lot. Unlike Kyle, Cloudy is very guarded and won’t really talk about herself. Throughout the book she grows quite a bit. At some point she decides to work on really moving on with her friends and family. She grows very attached to Arm. And her relationships with her sister Zoe and her friend Jade improve. She also has Matty in her life who is also very supportive.

The journey to see the organ recipients was well done! It was so interesting to read about the journey and the recipients. While they didn’t really do any sight seeing I enjoyed reading about the road trip!

The pain all the characters felt was realistic. The characters were fun to read about and they were realistic. The character development and their relationships was beautiful to read about! I actually liked all the characters. 

The romance is slow burn. Cloudy and Kyle do have a bit of history aside from Ashlyn. When they start taking their journey their is a lot of tension between the two of them. Which came from a misunderstanding. Throughout the book they become closer to each other. And do start developing feelings for each other. I liked how their feelings for each other doesn’t happen right away but rather towards the end of the book.

I had only one problem with The Way Back to You. Towards the middle when Cloudy and Kyle took a break I felt that it started to drag a bit. I’m not saying that they shouldn’t take a break but I did start to become bored. Luckily the book starts to pick up again. 

Overall this was a really good book! I recommend it to contemporary fans.